I often wonder, if he had had a son, would he have allowed his son to visit me. XXX Have to remind myself that Ajay is a thing of the past and something that ended a long time ago. I taught him to read and write English almost as well as I could, coached him in maths, and other school subjects and made sure his education covered all the aspects of necessary to help him advance in school as well as after that. Some were the boys with whom Raja and Ajay had begun to explore their sexuality. We would synchronise our movements to come to an explosive and simultaneous ejaculation. He calmly stated that, though he had started his sexual journey with Raja and some other boys, after meeting me for the second time, he had lost interest in having sex with anyone else.
