I don’t know how many times I masturbated that night, thinking of my rape, feeling used. Sex video I cannot say I enjoyed everything or even most, but I always felt used, like a whore. It also smelled really bad. He kept fucking me deep, but slowly, reaching deep inside of me. I felt like I was being torn in half, his dick felt huge, my butt had never been so stretched. I was almost passed out and collapsed on the bed as he pulled out. I could not believe mom had gone through that so many times. He came around in front of me, flipped me facing up, and mounted my face. Which made me scream from the stinging pain. He pushed his dick deeper into my mouth making me vomit spit again. I don’t mean for money, I mean being someone’s toy, being abused.
